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robert mesxi

niJarebi

Tbilisi 2008

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UDC (uak) 821.353.1-1

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es robert mesxis axali krebulia. TiTqos gaxSirebula Toliebis xmauri, zRvis moqceva, niJarebis idumali CurCuli... poets nostalgia kidev ufro mosZalebia, Tumca es ar aris sevdiani wigni. es naTeli wignia: siyvarulze, tkivilze, erTgulebaze, monatrebaze... axali intonaciebic gaCenila ucnauri TineijerebiT, abstraqciebiT, mesijebiT, vebgverdebiT da imeilebiT. da mainc, poets arasdros Ralatobs gemovneba. misTvis leqsi upirvelesad esTetikuri kategoriaa. yvela gancda gulwrfelia, sulidan modis, tkivilidan amoizrdeba. robert mesxi Tanamedrove poetia, globalur samyaroSi yviTelgula gvirilebs, fumfula Rrublebs, uSores gemebs rom SeyuJvia. "leqsi aris axali ambavi, romelic yovelTvis axal ambad rCeba", _ ezra paundi gamaxsenda uneblieT, radgan am leqsebs mxolod gancda, emocia ki ar moaqvT, aramed raRac axali, idumali, Seucnobeli... marine turava

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alubali

dedas

rom ver movdivar?.. mkvdrebi cocxlebTan rodi midian... axla miTxari, romelia Cven Soris mkvdari _ Sen, vinc wlebia gamWvirvale zecas ixuteb, Tu me, romelic im alublis xmazec vcaxcaxeb, TavTiT rom gidgas... 2008

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momeCvena mtkvari RvinobisTvis foTlebs miasvenebs, iqve Toliebic, riyis gayolebiT, viTom ajavreben moxuc mebadurebs ludis dayolebiT dros rom atyueben... hoda, Cavedi da didxans maTevzaves, kidec daviTveri qafiani piviT, mere momeCvena, viTom win mimavals quCa mogyveboda grZeli SleifiviT... 2008

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qurdi mec xom qurdi var, zogjer Tvalebs Semogaceceb, Sens Crdils viparav, Seni kabis ferad nakecebs, vinaxav didxans, kaklis foTliT, xan naftaliniT... am bolos isev daviCeme civi talini Sori gemebiT, wvetiani samrekloebiT, mogonebebSi qarvisferi ca rom gafatres, da padre, padre, mipasuxe, mec xom qurdi var, roca xandaxan Cemi satrfos sunTqvas viparav, Tundac TvalebiT... 2008

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* * * mkvdari zRvis wyaliviT gavjerdi, ver iTevzaveb, verc CayvinTav, da Tu mainc, Tvalebs aiwvav, guls daiSaSxav, filtvebsac, da mere viCxubebT, roca SemTxveviT davibneviT sufris marilad, iq, sadac wyali ar iqneba, zRva _ miTumetes... 2008

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Semodgoma ho, maxsovs... maSin mzis amosvlas vgavdi simorcxviT, roca tyis piras, yvavilebis mtverSi viweqiT da kaliebi gvaxtebodnen SiSvel fexebze... axla ase var, _ rogorc hemolizs, visxam yviTeli foTlebis grovas da Semodgoma Semodis sulSi... 2008

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oqros qviSebTan amogexape, _ dRes datborili naviviT rom var... Waobis mwvane amogeWra, gabzarul malas mivxedavdi raRacnairad... gamovcuravdi, Seni atmisferi atmosfero Tu damxvdeboda oqros qviSebTan. 2008

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Semiloce ratom damige kakanaTi, badec gaSale, me ar var Tevzi, da arc beRura, rom damedevnos afrenilze qari aSari, anda texura, civi texura Semomaskdes vercxlis farflebze... me var gvelgesla, _ Semiloce da gavxevdebi. 2008

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ganTiadi abstraqciaa, _ savse mTvare rom keviviT daReWe da cis kuTxeSi miawebe, zRvisgan xelmarcxniv... axla cas varcxni varskvlavebis basri kbilebiT da Subls uwiTleb... me ki megona, Tendeboda... Cveulebrivad... 2008

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baTumi... talini... CemTan araferi Secvlila, vzivar uSuqod da ugazod... fanqriT moviniSne talini ukve gaxunebul rukaze. sevda, mZiviviT rom avisxi, TiTqmis civia da blantia... CemTan dalamunobs Savi zRva, SenTan medidurobs baltia. axla RvinobisTvis mzea da lerwebs Camitexavs minaSi... Cemi monatreba ra ari Seni nostalgiis winaSe?!. xeebs feradebi asxia, mec am xeebiviT davberdi... SenTan Crdilouri susxia, CemTan wvimebia xaverdis... SenTan araferi Secvlila, isev geZaxian unazess, wiTlad gagixazavs baTumi ukve gaxunebul rukaze... 2008

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uSenoba mtoveben Seni gacrecili siluetebi, ar var Tanaxma... bevrs vsvam am bolos, ase icis SemofeTeba WaWis arayma... eh, im wlebidan Semaxsene, aba, ra darCa? _ kveTa ganivi... da, albaT, male mec movkvdebi sadme sardafSi firosmaniviT... 2008

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modi, gavbedoT modi gavbedoT, _ kidev erTxel gavimeoroT, Cveni sulebi gamovixmoT samalavidan, yalbi Rimili CamovaZroT ferad irisebs... modi gavbedoT, _ erTmaneTs SeTxelebuli dReebi davuvarcxnoT da vigrZnoT, rogor melotdeba weliwadebi gvelis da ZaRlis... xaris da virTxis... da yvelaferi Semodgomis mzeSi brundeba Cveni TiTebis mocaxcaxe ornamentebad. modi, gavbedoT... 2008

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xurda fuliviT neonis SuqiT megebeba Cemi qalaqi, zaTqiT... RrWialiT... katis knavili _ amovardnili sentimenti am yvelafridan _ wvimis sadinars exizneba da cisken midis... ramdeni weli movagrove xurda fuliviT, rom mere erTad, xelukuRma gadameyara Sens aryofnaSi... 2008

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xrColavs rom ar vewevi, es imas niSnavs, rom gdardob mainc, gdardob, oRond bolis gareSe. vwrialeb mainc, ofliani Cemi baliSi miciebs filtvebs. zecisken viltvi... vnaxulob sizmars _ mindors dabolils... isev qabuli SavTvalwarba yayaCoebiT xrColavs, xrColavs, xrColavs, xrColavs, xrColavs da xrColavs. 2008

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sangarSi

"vzivar sangarSi da wvima mawvims..." qarda qarduxi

calke zRvauri, calke Rame... sufTa morfini _ wvima _ eyreba dedamiwas JRali WorfliviT. ar Cans napiri... Senze fiqri talRebs moeba, civa sangarSi mitovebul samrekloebad... vTrTi _ ocnebebSi gariyuli TeTri fregati. ratom megona, erT zars mainc Camovrekavdi, Tundac gangaSis... 2008

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*** ganved, Jamiero, tramalebi isec uRmerTobiT daosilan, zecas gamokvria frTamaliviT Rrublis nacrisferi samoseli. martma amindebi auria, gulze damabnia kameebi, rogor uxmaurod xmauroben Seni naCuqari Rameebi... RmerTo, ra kargia Sen rom myavxar, RmerTo, ra kargia Sen rom myavxar, RmerTo, ra kargia Sen rom myavxar, RmerTo... 2003

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seqtemberia fsevdo futkrebi mwife yurZnis wveniT Tvrebian, zolian muclebs daaTreven msxvili mdedrebi, _ seqtemberia. Cia kaqtusi _ sulmouTqmelad rom eloda Svebulebidan Cems dabrunebas _ gasusulia. mocda mouwevs. wyali ar modis, arc Suqia, Tan ise mSia, verafers vxedav krazanebis muclebis garda... Sen mainc modi, gayviTlebuli Saragzebi damakecine, dareke mainc, gaiRviZos am telefonma, Cems magidaze piToniviT rom dagragnila. 2008

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merwmune, bebo!.. Semouxazavs tyispiri Saras, rogorc Sens fanqars perangis Targi, dRes yvelaferi iqneba kargad, gawydeba mumli, Cadgeba qari, Cacxreba cecxli... damskdari qvebi wvimis xmaurze dacqveten yurebs, da finjaniviT patara yure dabneul gemebs moutans Svebas, dRes yvelaferi iqneba kargad, merwmune, bebo!.. 2008

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xeebi

"xis simaRle miwis zevidan ki ar izomeba, _ fesvebidan!.."

omSi xeebic jariskacebiviT ixocebian, cecxlis enebiT... ar endobian matyuara sinoptikosebs, grZnoben xeebi, _ am Tvis bolomde miwas mxolod sisxli daalbobs, _ Svlebis, arCvebis, dabneuli xoxbebis sisxli... inacrebian cadawvdili aseulebi, cocxlad darCenil Wirisuflebs _ fesvebs _ dardoben. 2008

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*** xom var yaribi, Tavzec mawvims, magram ar vCivi, dRes ufro imis Sexseneba masevdianebs, rom Turme wlebi ki ar midis, miqris qajiviT, xvalisTvis leqsic gaWirdeba, mere gviani iqneba dardi, anda gulze mjiRis dacema... vzivar kibesTan rogorc lekvi, lekvi nacemi... odnav mamSvidebs mowyvetili foTlis farfati da vusmen mTvares - "biTlzis" firfitas... 2008

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*** ar gZinavs, vatyob... daWimuli quTuToebis qveS moZravi Tvalisgugebi gamxelen, xan erT kides awydebian, xan _ meores, xan wreebi elandebaT, xan _ samkuTxedebi, Savidan TeTrSi gadadian, TeTridan _ lurjSi... SegiZlia TvaldaxuWuli mendo, _ mxedav isedac... 2008

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mopirdapire saxlis saxuravidan vesterniviT Ramea. CrdiloeTidan mofrenili moCveneba fanjrebs miorTqlavs da wamaxuli frCxilebiT Semoxazul wrewirebSi erTaderTi ricxvi _ 16 _ gamohyavs, rac imas niSnavs, rom Teqvsmet wlamde bavSvebisTvis akrZalulia. Tineijerebs ra gamorCebaT? mopirdapire saxlis saxuravze sxedan da miTvalTvaleben, ainteresebT, rogor vikeTeb sakuTari xeliT sakeisros, risTvisac sul ramdenime iaraRi mWirdeba: TiTqmis ganaxevrebuli fanqari, (cxadia, arasteriluri), erTi daWmuWnili furceli da sigareti, adgilobrivi anesTeziisTvis. fanqris msubuqad daWerisTanave elvasaviT ixsneba kenCxis kbilanebi, mTavaria, saWiro wertili ipovo. serpantiniviT dagragnili nacrisferi sxeuli feTqavs, viTom gulmkerdi gameglijos. vesterniviT Ramea. adgilobriv anesTezias vikeTeb da vgrZnob, rogor isxams nacrisfer sxeulSi Carguli fanqari daWmuWnil furcels, romelzec Cemi axladmovlenili pirmSo pirveli CasunTqvisTvis emzadeba.

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esec Seni aslia, _ jer ar dabadebula da T a v i s u f l e b a o, _ gahkivis. vesterniviT Ramea. Tineijerebi jerac saxuravze sxedan da miTvalTvaleben. maT ar SurT mainc RameSi gadaxsnili... fardebis. 2008

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wyarosTan axlos ramdeni mweri Semofrenila, TavisiT ixocebian, guli uskdebaT... adre Carguli kalanhoec mowyenilia... ver gavaxare yvavilebi, da verc veravin... bavSvebis Jriamuls isxleten ormagi fanjrebi, maradiul mzeebs hgvanan patarebi, _ sul anaTeben. me kokas vgavar, rac Sigan dgas, igive rom warmosdindebis. arca ra msgavsi... me kokas vgavar, mTlad cariels, ZirisZiramde... rom davimsxvrevi, neta sadme, wyarosTan axlos... 2008

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iluzia araferi mwyins dacvenili foTlebis mwkrivSi, odnav gadaxril mzeSi... trotuarebze moseirne fitulebSi vardis surneliT... sadRac gavcivdi, moulodnelad gabzarul sarkeSi sakuTari Tavi gavimeore RamurasaviT... Savi kvadratis siCumeSi SeyuJulma, ar vCanvar-meTqi, vifiqre, aq ki Turme ra xania dageSili ZaRlebiT meZeben, vin arian, Tu ici?.... saidan movidnen?!. 2008

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iaponuri Canaxati damaTro sakem, Saragzebi rogorc gvelebi daZvrebian da... mirCevnia adre daRamdes; vfurclav basios neba-neba, sveneb-svenebiT, zRva Relavs, Relavs tokiodan nagasakamde, da imis iqiT, sadac wyali ufro mqise da Semcivnebuli fuZiamas Crdilis msgavsia... damaTro sakem... vici, saTqmels xvdebi isedac, me vRelav, vRelav, zRva ki mSvidad furclavs basios. 2008

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Ria kafeSi

badri TevzaZes

rad unda iyos mowyenili poeti kaci, isic parizSi, Sanzelizeze? xedav, mistrali beber xeebs yvavilebs aclis, ai, mizezi... an, iqneb, sulac, peizaJi sastumro "nicis", maRali sicxe, xelis kankali... xidqveS ar mova arasodes, sulSi rom icis, is xoSkakali. arc wvima mova, miTumetes daxeul xamliT. xilva: baTumi... sveli afiSa... - gacivda yava... nuTu marTla malarmes TargmniT Ria kafeSi?!. 2008

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kadri fotokadriviT rom momiaxlove, ra gamovida? wvril kvadratebad daviSale... TiToeulSi _ Stormi, ekali, yinva, tyviebi, obi, miraJi, cremli, sanTeli... droze gadamiRe, Torem samudamod dafrTxebi da Sens xorblisfer Worflebs Cemi faskunjebi akenkaven. 2008

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"saaSiko-salaRobo" leqsi mendeleevis tabulis elementebiT Seni nakleboba iwvevs: ioddeficits, sisxlZarRvebis gaTxelebas, Zvlebis simyifes, mJave-tutis balansis darRvevas, nervuli qsovilebis ciebas, sisxlis warmoqmnis Seferxebas, glukozis donis dacemas, kanis Wknobas, anu siberes... mokled, Sen Cemi iodi xar, kalciumi, kaliumi da natriumi xar, magniumi, rkina da qromi xar, seleni da selena xar, TuTia da TaTia xar da nu waxval da nu izam, Torem movkvdebi. 2008

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Txovna tyisadmi qarma tevramde mdia, gamagdebina sirCa, tye Cemi ZuZumtea da cuds arafers mirCevs. poets, da Tanac yaribs, tye amitacebs camde... erT dros davdevdi qarebs, axla ki qari damdevs, amitom vTxovo minda am tyes _ ZuZumtes Cemsas, iqneb, damtovos caze, sadme Rrubelze Semsvas. 2008

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kardiograma kavkasionis mwvervalebs miuyveba Cemi gulis kardiograma. ramdenime amovardna maqvs _ uSba, TeTnuldi, mYyinvarwveri; iSemiis niSnebi _ roki da sakeni, wlebis win nainfarqtali _ ialbuzi. mindvris zambaxi var; mec miyvarxar, magram Seni fexis xma mixSirebs majiscemas. nu momwyvet, xom xedav, Sens larnaks nafotad ar veyofi... 2008

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CoxSi

goderZis

davrCi wvimebis amara, TiTqos haeri ar myofnis, jer yofnis sevda ra ari, mere ki sevda aryofnis... gulis klinikis veranda, sisxli da... suni qafuris... lamaz striqonebs girandav, Tanac beRurebs vapureb. 2008

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kedlebi monatrebas vagroveb, bevri monatreba minda mqondes, aTi aTasi, rogorc Zvelad ityodnen. arauSavs? arvici... CvenTan yvelaferi dablokes: mail.ru, rambler.ru, fosta.ji... albaT, male Cvens Sorisac blokebis kedels aRmarTaven, imdagvars, Suagul berlinSi rom iyo, Cven kidev kedel-kedel vivliT da erTmaneTis saxelebs viyvirebT... 2008

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Tormetive saaTis mimarTulebiT sdeq! cicinaTelebiviT rodi anaTeben ekliani mavTulebi, arc sakvnetis gareSe iWrebian. axlos Tu moxval, darwmundebi, rom ar arseboben uxilavi Tokebi, bewvis xidebi da abreSumis Zafebi, _ isini dawves. mere savse mTvare WiplariT daiWires da dedamiwas gamoabes, raTa ukanaskneli omis dawyebamde satelitze gaxsnili sisxlis banki wiTeli yinulebiT gadaivsos. sdeq! yvela mindori danaRmulia da ferdobze Sefenil yvela wifels Sahidis qamari artyia da uhaero mRvimeebSi Cadian airwinaRebiT aRWurvili yvavilebi. sdeq! radgan yvela sazRvari pirobiTia da Cveni Crdilebic gadaxrili antenebis CrdilebiviT pirobiTad kveTen erTmaneTs ukanasknel omSi, sadac auRebeli cixesimagreebi, fesvgadgmuli lodsatyorcnebi da mosiarule gvamebi irwevian.

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sdeq! gamomSral kanSi yviTeli talaxi Seizile da waWrili TiTebi cariel mWidSi Catene. moiZie mteri _ sakuTari Tavi da erTaderTi TiTi _ saCvenebeli _ Caxmaxs gamohkari cisken!.. sdeq! win samxedro poligonia da generlis formaSi Cacmuli fitulebi gadamfren frinvelebs Sescqerian, vidre ukanaskneli omi daiwyeba da me da Sen am omSi wavalT. sdeq! guSin ekliani mavTulebi gavixade da gafoTlili xeebi Cavicvi da tye-tye bilik-bilik viare da vici, rom pirveli saaTis mimarTulebiT, ori saaTis mimarTulebiT, sami saaTis mimarTulebiT, da Tormetive saaTis mimarTulebiT Casafrebaa, da Casafreba murtalia, da Cven mainc wavalT da sazRvarTan davlevT wyals, wyals Tu ara _ sisxls, sisxls Tu ara _ Rvinos! 2008

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*** caxcaxebs mTvaris aTinaTi, mtkvarze tivia, dReEs Sens TvalebSi sxvanairi sinotivea. wlebi mkortnian, Zveleburad stvenen Citebi, dganan verxvebi _ bavSvebiviT miamitebi, xan Srialeben, xan Sxapuna wvimebs usmenen, me ki... talRebi, dariSxani, Toki, lursmani... anda bloknotSi CarCenili Zveli "nivea"... dRes Sens TvalebSi sxvanairi sinotivea... 2008

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mTawmindaze

TeTnuldi gonitaSvils

im wuTas, im wams, vardisferi mosacdelis gaswvriv, cacxvis yvavilebis gaswvriv Sxapuna wvima wamovida da sadafis asfaltze balerinasaviT acekvda. mzem rom gamoaWyita, daRlilma zecam Subli Svidferi cisartyeliT Seixvia da mTawmindis ferdobs mieyrdno. marjaniSvilis saflavze, Savi marmarilos scenaze, Savi SaSvi dadioda da nawvimar xaliCas dezdemonas cxvirsaxociviT WmuWnida. Tqvenc iq ideqiT, gawuwuli TaiguliT xelSi, saocari saTnoebiT _ mzeraSi... 2008

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amindis prognozi SenTan plus TEerTmetia da wvims... CemTan rogoraa ici? _ dablobSi plus oci, mTaSi _ plus ToTxmeti, maRal mTaSi _ plus aTi... mere? mere Rrublebia, sadRac me _ noli mTeli, nol, nol, nol, nol... erTi, sul maRla _ plus usasruloba. SenTan TEerTmetia da wvims... 2008

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reisi "------:Tbilisi" Sen pirvelive reisiT Camofrindebi, etyvi, rom nostalgia gtanjavs, sxva. grZelyelian sviters Caicvam, yavisfer mantos moixurav, taqsiii, _ iyvireb. rejo di kalabrias gadmoifren, TeTri gemebiT gadavsebul marmarilos, sizmrebSi CarCenil taos... mnaxav da inaneb: pirveli _ safreni amindebis naklebobas, meore _ iluminatorebis sisqes... 2008

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rogorc kinoSi ase ar xdeba, rogorc kinoSi, _ Sen peplis frTebi gamoisxa, an angelozis, me Cem gemoze gamogdio sulis farfatiT... jer frTxilad unda mivayudoT Cveni uReli sadme, WiSkarTan... 2008

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mesiji tyidan miyurebs xendro, Cems grZnobebze ufro veluri, miyurebs TeTri yvavilebiT da savse mkerdiT... am sisxam diliT maqvs survili, Tan mxolod erTi... vaglax, am survils arc kari aqvs, arc saxeluri. da mainc getyvi _ rac ar unda mwvavdes, mtkiodes, minda es xendro gulidanac amomdiodes. 24. 04. 2008 7:00, tye...

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paseansi hariii, vardisferi flamengoebi rom vardisfer margalitebs kenkaven, iq moval, mzis gulze dagsvam, zolian barxanebs mogisworeb, raTa Seni naCuqari kartiT gimkiTxao. hariiiii, agurebi damifSvnes, gulebi amomaWres, jvrebi damimsxvries, amitom ocdaTeqvsmeti yvavi Segafrindeba dabuStul Tvalebze da daarwyule... me fexmZime qaliviT gavidrikebi, oaziss vipovi, vardisfer margalitebs vimSobiareb da vardisfer flamengoebs gadavuyri. 2008

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avtotomia waramara rom Tavs isaxiCreb, risi bralia? nuTu ase gafrTxoben mtrebi? swored imgvarad, Sen rom warsul dReebs iSoreb, SeSinebuli xvliki iZrobs kuds da gaurbis sicxes, mdevars da sakuTari Crdilis naxevars. 2008

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*** roca gazafxuldeba, xamxama wamwamebiT SemoRobil Tvalebs xasxasa mwvaniT dagiferav, nuSebs da tyemlebs Cagacmev, mercxlebs agadevneb, CaWyletil nikaps wvimis wyliT gagivseb da davlev... roca gazafxuldeba... 2008

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mitovebuli sulebis sezoni CvenTan wvimebis sezonia, Camorecxili sasaflaoebis, mitovebuli sulebis sezoni. ierusalimidan rom cecxls wamoiReben, sabavSvo oTaxSi rom fexakrefiT Sevlen, mTvral peplebs rom mieparebian, ise ginaxav... gulidan Tvalebze gibnev da davdivar. 2008

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*** am gzas ra galevs, arc Semokldeba arasodes, arc dagrZeldeba. Sen sadme CrdilqveS milodine, anda xerxemals gamohyevi liandagiviT, mecxre malasTan daisvene, kuzTan, romelic uSenobis wlebma maCuqes. 2008

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gadasasvleli meore xazze pirvel xazze, matareblis vagonebSi vcxovrob. dros vklav, yoveldRe sisxlian duelSi viwvev... dros nagani aqvs, Caxmaxs gamokravs, meore xazze gadamiyvans. 2008

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aCrdilebi xandaxan xdeba, _ sulis nawiburebs visworeb, tyviis kvamls visrutav da vxrColav. vxedav: Cems qalaqSi moklulTa aCrdilebi dadian, erTmaneTs eCurCulebian da ayvavebul mimozebs afrTxoben... oqrosfer mtvers acemineben mSiSara mimozebi, mdumare zvirTsaqcevebs Sescqerian da ukvirT, quCebi rom carielia, yavis suni rom ar dgas, zRvam rom TavisTavSi daixia... moklulTa aCrdilebs ver xedaven mimozebi, CemsaviT arian, _ ukvirT... 2008

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* * * arc ise cxela, me ubralod martma gamReRa, ratom megona daaswrebdi, ratom megona? ratom megona momitandi yviTel baiebs da bnel Rameebs saydariviT gaminaTebdi? sulac ar cxela, dRes ubralod martma gamReRa, xom ici marti?.. 2008

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marti

nazamTrali xeebis sevda

midi da uTxario, borio meubneba, amis Tqmas ra undao? (ra icis qaraSotma? iqneb es finalia da bolo raundia?..) vRelav da ufskrulia, rogorRac mabodebs da rogorRac meZnelebi, Robidan moZvrebian, doqidan gadmodian TavmZime enZelebi. martia Seprekili, buxarSi cecxlia da WaobSi myvarebia, miyvarxar, funiqso, da Sens garda arasodes aravin myvarebia. 2008

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gazafxulis trubadurebi

...da isev Sen

sad xar aqamde? daviRale gzisken yurebiT, stvenen Citebi _ gazafxulis trubadurebi; Txeli Tunuqis furclebidan sakenks kenkaven, me ki oTaxSi Cemi sevda damyavs xelkaviT... zogjer piriqiT, mas davyavar, Tan es tandemi sul avadmyofobs, roca didxans gagviandeba. xom ar moxvedi?.. daviRale WiSkris yurebiT, stvenen Citebi _ gazafxulis trubadurebi. 2008

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TavSesafari TiTis anabeWdebiT movdivar, mzeze gavlebuli qordebiT, calxaziani rveuliT, romelSic nerviuli asoebi gamomyavs; SegrZnebis receptorebiT mivarRvev sibneles da mokirwyluli ZarRvebis labirinTSi Tavbrudamxvevia Seni "ara gviani" sisxlis Cqrola "gedis yelisken", "nukris Tvalebisken", "vardis furclebisken"... saTamaSoebis maRaziasTan vdgavar, mtirala vitrinebs vaTvaliereb, wvims da TavSesafars veZeb... wvims da maxsendeba, rom Seni guli saukeTeso TavSesafaria, rom Seni guli romia da yvela gza romSi midis, rom Seni guli romia da meSinia gza ar amebnes. 2008

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gadaxrili leqsi sacaa qari amovardeba da yvelafers Senken gadaxris: xeebs, Suqurebs, fifqebs, loluebs... uniCbo navad maqcevs da wvetian qimebs Semalewavs... mere ityvian: gadaxrebi hqondao am poets, Senken gadaxrebi. me Cagidgebi morcxvi lampionebis mwkrivSi, frTaSeWrili qarebis mwkrivSi da waTlili loloebiT Camaval mzeebs dagixatav. 2008

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funiqss funiqs, parizSi var, senis napirebTan vTevzaob, pont-maris xidqveS vativtiveb sevdian Tvalebs... amRvreuli morevi aqvs senas, cudad daleuli yavis leqiviT, mowiaqe Toliebs maxvedrebs, mkbenara mwerebs... saRamos or did proJeqtors kelaptrebiviT imarjvebs da xidze dayudebul Seyvarebulebs locavs. "L'attention! L'attention!.." _ vagzlis xmauri mafxizlebs. vici, rom verasodes Semiyvareb... da mainc, ra kargia, rom gvciva da SegviZlia erTmaneTs CavexutoT. 2008

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*** Cemi bavSvoba yovel diliT am bogirze gadadis da sulswraf mdinareSi lifsitebis daWeras cdilobs; axla is qristeze cotaTi ufrosia, laJvardisfer talRebs miapobs da curvisgan daRlils badeSi hyavs uSvelebeli Tevzi _ saxelad "sinanuli". 2008

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gvirilebi maisSi xom Camoxval? am dros welamde mwvdebian yviTelgula gvirilebi, Tabaxisodena furclebi aqvT, xandaxan Sens saxels vawer xolme furclebs, mere piraRma vwvebi, fumfula Rrublebs Sevcqeri da warmovidgen, rom moxvedi... rom am sezonze qaris gareSec daimtvera Cveni gadamkide gvirilebi... 2008

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mosacdelSi wvimis mosacdels martis bolo Sehfarebia, mTlad galumpuli, _ modixar, TmaSi xaverdiT da xelSi sumbuliT... da uCveulod didxans, didxans vdgavarT ubrebi... Senc marts magoneb, xan Subls ixsni, xan iqufrebi... 2008

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fobia wvimis fardebis gadawevis meSinia (Zveli saxea, poeturi...) raRac "fobia" mWirs: zRvaze ver vbanaob, akvariumTan ver mivdivar, Sadrevnebs vufrTxi... eg araferi, _ svel TvalebSi veRar gicqeri, _ mgoni gavcofdi... 2008

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zvirTsaqcevi rgoli... SeboWili araTiTi... mgoni sul tyuilad gavisarje, _ qviSas davaxate stalaqtitiT Cemi SarJi... axla rom vuyureb zvirTsaqcevebs _ zRvaSi Cawyobilan klaviSebi... waval, davTvrebi da miqcevisas anda moqcevisas waviSlebi. 2008

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*** adesis mzeCawnul mtevnebs vigoneb, muxis kasrze Semodgmul saWylets, sawyal biZaCems, mtkivani fexiT da sevdiani TvalebiT... (axla im saxlSi, marcxena kedeli rom rusulma ,,gradma" moungria, sxvebi cxovroben...) maxsovs, samfexa skamze vdgebodi, ,,jadosnur" kasrSi rom cali TvaliT Camexeda. nel-nela duRdeboda kasris SigTavsi _ erTi dRe, ori dRe, sami dRe, bevri dRe... me ki erTi suli mqonda, rodis aaclidnen brtyelferdian qvebs (maT yovelTvis qoSiniT mivaTrevdi), mere xis Tavsaxurs, raTa Cemi samfexa skami xelaxla mimeCoCebina kasrTan, saidanac ormagi celoidis aZrobisTanave jiniviT amovardeboda xolme qafmodebuli WaWis spirtnarevi suni da nestoebs miganierebda. Cems xasiaTs asdis axla aseTi suni... 2007

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anet saxlSi haeri ar kmaris, dabla rZisferi avzia da, viT es avzi marmaris, mTvarec pirTamde savsea. (ra Zveli Sansonetia _ ,,o, anet, me Sens gareSe...") avzSi ajobebs, neta, Tu im gadavsebul mTvareSi? 2006

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megobrebs wik-wik, wamzomi miirweva, miikawreba, midis cxovreba zaris gorebiT, isev mxiblaven es taZrebi da es gorebi... sveli baqani... ronodebi... albaT, foTidan... (qarda maxsenebs Tu qavTaria?) ah, sulisknelSi ra SfoTi da ra avdaria... 2006

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Cemi Tvalebi oRond nu metyvi, peterburgis Rameebs magonebeno Seni Tvalebi, nurc Zvel Suquras Semadareb, minebSelewils, TeTri weroebis sabudars. gamoqvabulSi xarirems miaxates Cemi Tvalebi neandertalelebma. ,,rad icremlebiano?" _ mekiTxebi. sinestes daabrale, mxolod sinestes. 2007

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Wa sevda moikidebs qafs, ZaRli ucnaurad yefs, vtoveb biWvinTas da fSafs, vtoveb bedias da refs... saxli naxativiT Cans, qari uberavs da wvims, _ foTliT gaivseba Wa, sarqvels nu gadaxdiT gvims... 2008

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sadafis mTvare zeca, TviTmfrinavebma rom tortiviT dagviWres, mofarebulSi mivirTviT, moparuliviT. da roca Sarvalze awyvetili Rilis nacvlad sadafis mTvare damakere, meSvide naWerze gadavedi... 2007

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daculi teritoriebi Cven daculi teritoriebi varT _ Sen _ serengetis parki, me _ vaSlovanis nakrZali. SenSi uZiro tbebia da Tvaluwvdeneli simaRlidan vercxlisferi CanCqerebi cvivian, CemSi xvatia, mziT gajerebuli. SenSi kubokruli Jirafebi seirnoben da namian foTlebs wiwknian, CemSi zoliani aspitebi sisineben... xandaxan damTxveuli eqstremalebi gvstumroben, bagirebs xlarTaven denis mavTuliviT, xeebze gvalursmaven... zogjer brakonierebic modian, msxvil-msxvil tyviebs gvaxlian da Tavneba Svilebs gvixocaven. bevrad cudia, roca mowamluli nemsebiT gvaZineben da galiebiT gadavyavarT cnobil zooparkebSi. xSirad Camodian mileTis turistebi, nairgvari transportiT gvamtvereben da maimunebiviT gveWyanebian. nabaxusevze Sua tyeSi koconebs gvinTeben, meore dRes ki masmediiT gahkivian: moulodnelad gadaiwvao serengetis parki... aba, me ra gadamwvavs? isedac mariamobis RamesaviT vbrialeb. daculi teritoriebi varT me da Sen, _ mxolod erTmaneTisgan daculi. 2007

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mTvare vivsebi-meTqi vifiqre da dagvalul rusaviT gavmeCxerdi, _ sacaa gavSre. mTvare ras mizams? moSvebul nervebs damiWimavs, Crdilebad damSlis... 2007

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tabu

l-s

tabu davade yvelafers _ Sens gaReRil perangs da mamakacis sunamos... axla im sigaretis kolofs vgavar, bolo Reri rom suliviT amoacale da wvimian Zelskamze datove. 2007

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Cilimi rogor micnobdi?! _ imdeni varskvlavi davTvale, xorklebad viqeci. niRbebs ar vatareb, _ Savi damewva, JRali ar mixdeba. "peJo" viyide, _ sami zeti da sami rviani, dabolilze ver vmarTav. dabolebiT Turqul kafeSi vboldebi, sam nafazSi minanqriani Cilimi aladinis lampari mgonia, xolo rezinis milidan gamomZvrali kvamli _ keTili jini, romelsac yovelTvis erTi da igive survils vumxel: Saqaryinulad maqcios da Seni saxlis win damapnios, _ damSeuli WianWvelebi wamiReben. 2007

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tyeSi

ucnob mxatvars

aq ra vakeTo? badurebi isedac gacrecil pergaments migavs, mxedveloba _ intimuri oTaxis ganaTebas, sadac Sen ferad penuarebs iuToeb. ra xania mxolod sizmrebSi vcodav, kviraobiT virtualur codvebs vinanieb... modi, Sens naxatSi SeviyuJebi, Tivis bululi viqnebi, an wiwvis surneliT gaJRenTili sufTa haeri. tyes darabebi ara aqvs, samfexa molbertze suros dagixlarTavs, darCio, _ getyvis... 2007

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beWdebi rogor caxcaxeb... mTvaris WiqaSi gaZruli varskvlavi dalie, iqneb giSvelos. TiTebs rom imtvrev, nakian weliwads atkacuneb. ver atyob, beWdebi giWers _ SekveTili beWdebi... male eg rgolebi Semodgomis foTlebiviT gagcviva F da Sens narinjisfer TiTebs mduRare venebze damilageb. 2007

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Cemi anderZi

/guSin davasaflave deda/

ai, Seni surneli momwvda, deda, mwuxare magnoliis surnelSi aRreuli... (aq raRac gamomrCa _ erTi amosunTqva _ xuTwamiani: -) isic xom Seni kaba iyo, deda, Sriala abreSumi farTe gvirilebiT?.. namdvilad Seni Tmebi iyo, deda, Ria wablisferi, soxumis wvimebiT davarcxnili, radgan qolga ar giyvarda, verafriT gaeriTme qolgas... vaime, vkvdebi, me mgoni, deda, da vibareb: "iq, iq wamiReT, dedaCemis mwuxare saflavTan,

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mwuxare magnoliis gverdiT damawvineT, _ kidesTan... saojaxo albomSic wibosken CamakariT, qvemoT, marcxena mxares, ho, ufro marcxniv, mTvaris erTi fazis dadebaze". 2007

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mailze mogwere kompiuteris monitoriviT visveneb, roca Seni Tvalebi Cems TvalebSi sxdebian, magram es Zalzed iSviaTad xdeba, anu iSviaTad visveneb. diliT dakoJril fexebs vitkieb da imave fexsacmliT, romelmac es koJrebi gamiCina, mocaxcaxe xidisken mivdivar. es xidi ra xania caxcaxebs liTonis bagirebiT, damskdari asfaltiT, moryeuli rikulebiT... CemsaviT caxcaxebs: qaris eSinia, yinvis eSinia, xvatis eSinia... es xidi rom ara, sxva gzebiT vivlidi sxva xmebis amyoli da veRarc gnaxavdi. da maSin saerTod ra damasvenebda?!. ici, Cvens quCazec bilbordi dakides, _ "magTi" da kalaZe. adre am adgilas troleibusebi isvenebdnen, Sofrebi afsamdnen ukana saburavebs. xumroba xom ar aris? ramxela manZilia aqedan Tavisuflebamde, ramdeni gaCereba... mere troleibusebi jarTSi Caabares,

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axla maT nacvlad holandiuri avtobusebi dadian evropis moednisken. Sofrebs ejavrebaT Sardisferi halstuxebi; iTmenen, iTmenen, bolo gaCerebamde, "magTis" bilbordamde, ician, namdvilad Rirs lodini ori gemrieli amosunTqvisTvis: erTxel _ haltuxis Sexsnisas, meored _ Sarvlis Rilebis. ra qnan? evropis moedani kidev ufro Sorsaa, vidre Tavisuflebis. da amasobaSi Sen sad xar vin icis? okeanis piras, sadme lisabonSi, Tu ufro samxreTiT?.. mailze mogwere, guSinac mogwere: kompiuteris monitoriviT visveneb-meTqi, roca Seni Tvalebi Cems TvalebSi sxdebian... Camodi, damasvene. 2007

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ariSa ra maxsovs? _ Wurvebi... Wriloba... Woromi... dards _ cremli, cremls _ dardi, oms _ Wori, Wors _ omi mohyveba ucilod. (vin acxobs tkbileuls? fqvili da mawoni da kvercxi ucilod.) saRamos, cxadia, Semova ariSa da Saqris gareSe Caarabikdeba: _ yofilxar CaiSi? _ ki, plantaciebSi... _ oria caiSi, erTia CineTSi, meore aq ari. avanTe sanTeli, da mainc bnela da ver vnaxe fanqari. sanacvlod am kuTxes minaTebs goeTe, im kuTxes _ graneli, sxvas _ rabindranaTi... maS, ra binds, ra naTels daveZeb aqamde?!. ah, guSin sizmarSi is qali movida, gamaZro movi da dakida wavi da wavida... 2007

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*** Sen zixar nerviuli, yava da koniaki... ara var eWviani, gavyureb mebadurebs da mainc mgonia, rom (ar vici, mgonia ki?!.) zRvauri mofrinda da Tbil xelebs gifaTurebs. da ase, neba-neba, Sen _ yavas, me _ Tolias vubruneb mzis amosvlas bambukis ankesebiT; Sen zixar nerviuli, aboleb menTolians, da mferflav idumali Tvalebis dakvesebiT. Sen zixar nerviuli... 2007

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gamovigone gamovigone. bavSvis sijiutiT gavCorkne da kopitis totze davkide. xandaxan foTlebsac vwvdebi, oRond xandaxan, roca ufrosebi midian. gamovigone. obobas qseliviT davxlarTe da perangis forma miveci. askilis RilebiT gavawyve. Sinaur sufrebze vicmev, xuTiod WiqaSi... Rvinos gaaCnia. gamovigone. fiTqina Tabaxebad vaqcie, qaRaldis TviTmfrinavebad, romlebic Cemi viwro aivnidan ramdenime wamSi eSvebian dedamiwaze. gamovigone. T a v i s u f l e b a Sevarqvi. saniSnesaviTaa... sakuTar Tavs viniSnav xolme, _ Zvel da sqeltanian gamocemas. 2007

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zafxulis pasaJi ra xania mitovebul bungalosTan vzivar da mzis gankurnebas vcdilob. wiTela Seeyara, sicxe aqvs, dafeTebuli qurcikis guliviT kankalebs. wyalze siaruli giswavlia, _ arc kenWebis xmauri gamigia, arc qviSis Sari-Suri. rogor SemomenTe... an es wiTelaSeyrili mze momiCrdile, an marcxena TeZos Tavze mixatuli peplis frTa maTxove, _ daviniaveb... 2007

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akvariumi

qujis

roca pawawina peSviT zRvis wyali ramdenjerme moitane da qviSisgan jadosnuri koSkis ageba gadawyvite, davrwmundi, rom Cemi nebisyofa Sagrenis tyaviviT dailia, TavmZime mzesumziras daemsgavsa, mzisken gaxedva rom ezareba. me mirCevnia wvimis Rrublebi gapovnino, Sua udabnoSi uZiro Webi gagiTxaro, CaZiruli xomaldebis muclebidan Zvirfasi marmarilo amoviRo da koSkis mosapirkeTebeli qvebi gagirando... mere Seni laJvardi Tvalebis fskerze wyalmcenareebSi galursuli "yvinCila" da "teleskopi" SevniSno da fexakrefiT gagSorde, radgan iolad frTxebian akvariumis Tevzebi. 2007

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dabruneba aq Toliebis gundi wveboda ciskris qimTan, (Sen gexsomeba, zRvao, Senc, natyviaro rtov da...) wvimda imaze metad, vidre odesme wvimda, Tovda imaze metad, vidre odesme Tovda. tkbili "varadac", "Celac" yvela sajixves movde, Camovitove cxumi, bzifi, fsou da mzimTa... Tovda imaze metad, vidre odesme Tovda, wvimda imaze metad, vidre odesme wvimda. 2007

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gaugzavneli werili fiqris fiqri, mWadma, xurjinis fskerze rom SemTxveviT vipove, Tanabrad Semominaxa kecis da Seni xelebis siTbo. aqamde ver gavtexe, menaneba TiTqos, Tan, martoxela kaci WamaSiac braliao, _ xom gagigia? mec monadire var, xoxobs tyviis nacvlad mzera vesrole, bumbuli damitova _ merve saocreba. wuxel irina enuqiZe mesizmra, fiqri, rac imas niSnavs, rom sofels veluri ZaRlebi Semoesevian, rom nadirobis sezoni didxans gastans da Tofi mzad unda mqondes. mSrali TuTuni da Tabaxi damaxvedre, fiqri. 2007

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SemTxveviToba im Rames, romelic jerac Seni TvalebiT mimzers da Sens surnels minaxavs, romantikul-mistikuri saxeli _ "SemTxveviToba" SevarqviT. mas Semdeg tye-tye davdivar (yvela metyeve gavicani), seqtembris ferebs vagroveb, fiWvis wiwvebs viCxer da xmeli krazanebiT vboldebi, raTa Sin moRweulma Cemi dakemsili Sezlongi uSfoTvel lagunebSi Sevacuro, mere mesame Tvali gavaxilo da aRmovaCino, rom me TviTon var SemTxveviToba da ra gasakviria im Rames "SemTxveviToba" erqvas?!. 2007

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*** qalaqs kurdReliviT sZinavs, Ria da Carazuli darabebiT, moWutuli da moWiate naTurebiT. Ramis Suqze irwevian xevSi CaCexil korpusTa gafuyuli Crdilebi, xevi ki iluminatoridan danaxul mTvares ufro waagavs, vidre dedamiwas. mlocvelebs magoneben namdvili mTvarisken aWrili antenebi. dro iyo, Cvenc vgavdiT raRaciT mlocvelebs, roca saxuravze vCurCulebdiT da erTmaneTs vuCoqebdiT erTmaneTis locvebi... Sen axlac loculob, _ ase mwer werilSi, mwer, rom is taZari, romelSic dadixar, yvavilTa qalaqis aRmafrenaa da lamazi saxeli _ Santa Maria del Fiore hqvia. qalaqs kurdReliviT sZinavs, sizmarSi Rrublebis maraos iniavebs. me ki am wuTas misi erT-erTi saxlis asafreni bilikidan davyureb im xevs, kurpusTa gafuyuli Crdilebi rom Cayrilan

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da Camesmis axladgadaRebuli wvimis monotonuri kap. kap. kap. kap. da TiTqos Zalauneburad vaqarTuleb: mamao Cveno, romeli xar caTa Sina... qalaqs kurdReliviT sZinavs. 2007

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ganyofileba nomeri @ # 6 aq haeric eqimebis gamowerilia. blanti emulsia. mZafri CO2. bramsi. mocarti. Caikovski. pianisti muqi Jolosferi kikinebiT mklavze... klaviSebze... sarke. awewili. serpantini. "ase cekvavda pliseckaia". "ratom pliseckaia?" "kviras, xom giTxari?" "pudels mogiyvanen?" "?!...." da isev farfati. triali. Rimili. TeTri xalaTebi. saxegamtknarebiT. ucxoplaneteli. aq xom haeric ki gamowerilia. nomeri 6. # _ mZime? _ umZimesi!.. aRma mivuyvebi axla asaTians... _ mZime? _ umZimesi!.. 2007

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bebo alionze, rogorc ki saxlis WiSkari Tvalxiluli xdeba, igi samzareulodan gamodis, TeTr Tmeb da TavSal gaSlili kalTas gaisworebs da yvelas da yvelafers Tavis sikeTes daabertyavs, _ bostansac daarwyulebs, cirasac, kotinasac... kruxebs waruZRveba "meiWanis" ZaxiliT, loginSi surnelovan vaSlebs Semogviyris. saRamos ki mdinaridan mobrunebulebsa da gvarianad garujulebs meased Tu meaTased Segvaxsenebs, rom mdinaresTan Waobi axloa da rom Waobma "monaJama" icis, rom mesefebi wylidan amodian da oqrosfer nawnavebs iSlian, rom oCokoCi mitovebul wisqvilSi cxovrobs da Tavs suros foTlebisgan dawnuli gvirgviniT imSvenebs. mere ki, Zalian gvian, roca odas mibjenili uSvelebeli msxlis kenweroze misi TavSalisferi mTvare Camojdeba, xolo msxlis qveS damSeuli zRarbebi axmaurdebian, mesefebi gamovlen wylidan da Cvens uSfoTvel sizmrebSi oqrosfer nawnavebs daiSlian. 2007

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usaTauro ar hgavda swored jaSuSisas Seni Rimili... dacinvas? _ ara! arc qedmaRlobas!.. es ar iyo niSnis mogeba, an siZulvili _ SeniRbuli masxaris niRbiT... ho... es Rimili pirvel rigSi Sens Rimils hgavda, ufro momwamvlels, vidre iyo didi xnis winaT, roca quCaSi sxvaTa Soris mesalmebodi, me ki, Tavdaxrils, sakuTari landis mrcxvenoda... 2008

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*** ver ginaxule, sakuTar Tavsac verafriT movuyare Tavi. sizmris ayola damCemda, _ verxviviT vcaxcaxeb gaRviZebisas; Sakiks agvistos qarebis safenebiT vwamlob... da vfiqrob, rom ar aris mTavari gadamfreni frinvelebis Wirveuloba, arc kamaTlebiviT nasroli sityvebi da Cveni gardacvlili embrionebi... mTavaria, rom kedlis saaTi gaCerda da mainc wikwikebs. 2007

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*** CagafurTxeben, ase getyvian, suli gaqvso gadaReRili, mere guldagul dagiTvlian kanze naoWebs, moiniSnaven pirvelsa da bolos maT Soris da sizmrebs, ukve nanaxsa da jerac unaxavs, Senive sisxliT irisebze migaxataven. Tu gaxsovs, erTxel mec davwewe Cemi sxeuli, rom ar gewvala... me Semovisxi svel terfebze morielebi, me davisere imedebi vercxlis danebiT, me amovZirkve mimozebi Cemi xsovnidan, me gavurie dariSxani yvela fialas, me gavisrole siZulvili bumerangiviT, me mivatove Cemi Crdili trial mindorze, me _ uSiSarma. axla ki vSiSob, sulisknelSi ar CagafurTxon, _ vSiSob da mikvirs. 2007

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upasuxo zari uTuod dawvims, es Rrubeli cas rom moswydeba, me Caval, wvimas davuxvdebi dediSobila da mere ase galumpuli Semoval SenSi, _ da kvlav tyuilad!.. upasuxo zars vemgvanebi... ver gamigoneb, anda veRar damimaxsovreb da gadamisvri Seni xsovnis katalogidan antiyofnaSi. Seburul minas Seawydeba Cemi wuxili da gaibneva sivrceebSi monotalRebad, molekulebad, misxalebad, misteriebad, alionebad, almasebad, alfabetebad, iluziebad, ialqnebad, iadonebad... (ra moxda, Tuki upasuxo zarad maqcie?..) me avkref nomers Seucnobi galaqtikebis da kidev erTxel gavigoneb xmatkbil "Cakrulos" _ zumers kosmosis. axla ki, sanam es Rrubeli mTis wvers moswydeba, Caval da wvimas davuxvdebi dediSobila. 2007

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qali da qari

mistrali, siroko, levante, garbi, tramontana, Samali sxvadasxva geografiul ganedebze mqrolav qarTa saxelebia.

Tavgza auria wvimam ia-ias, mzisken miidrika vazma yvela morCi. TiTqos daaRwie Tavi ria-rias, _ hgavxar mwirs da morCils... wadi, SeimSrale yvela kurcxali da dReis amas iqiT qalis nurc xali da nuRarc yeli _ broli nuRar SegaSfoTebs. awi SegiZlia sdio qarSi foTlebs, anda TviTon qarsac, xma Tu airia, qaric, rogorc qali, mravalnairia. sadRac, safrangeTSi, qari mistralia, isev trubadurebs baZavs, _ is mTvralia... erTxel mecnierTa gulis gasaxarad scada sirokom da koSki gadaxara. Tuki uqaroba daidarda, neli, mSvidi levantea mxsneli dardanelis. martSi, roca garbi xvdeba tramontanas, aRar dagaviwydes qolgis Camotana. hoda, midi axla, sdie giJmaJ qarebs, qari, rogorc qali, rodi gagaxarebs, magram erTicaa, Tu ver iarwive, qari ar gagwiravs zogi diaciviT. am cru ferdobebis ar Rirs gvian avla, moqSens Samali da mzec ki mianavla. qviSis qariSxali? libri? ho, libria...

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ah, es gulia Tu cicqna kolibria, uceb SefarTxalda, mohyva amo cials, roca celqma siom Cadri wamoswia ucxo maRribelis xelSi forToxaliT, rogor uxdeboda Rawvze farTo xali... myisve dagibruna qarma Zveli roli _ gxiblavs xalebi da gRupavs yeli _ broli. Tavgza auria wvimam kamelias, mzisken miidrika vazmac yvela morCi. Sen xom sazrunavi aRar dagelia, _ qalic movida da qaric aRar morCa. 2007

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f-iWvebi viT keTrovani, ver vcildebi qvabuls Wvartlians da tyis laqaSebs. mklavs ironia: _ am tyeebSi bevri zRmartlia, tye suls akaJebs... ah, davsvam wertils samudamod! _ Zveli iWvia... vfiqrob aw, Tu riT... garda zRmartlisa, am tyeebSi bevri fiWvia Zalzed macduri. 2007

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cira

cira ZaZuas xsovnas

rkinis kbilebi aqvs sikvdils, cira, dgas bnel kuTxeSi da tkviravs, cira, rasac moixelTebs tkviravs, cira, _ cira... yelze daadgeba sikvdils, cira, Seni TeTri yeli... gesmis, cira, rad xar ga-lurs-uli, gZinavs, cira?! _ cira... 2007

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i.-s

Senc gamimete... yvela codvam erTad miwia... veZeb saZvales _ uSoress da mZimemiwians. Senc mimatove... (RmerTma tvirTi visac ahkida, albaT, igive CamomaTrevs katafalkidan). Senc damiviwye... mirCevnia gavqre axlave, raTa veravin migaswavlos Cemi saflavi. 2007

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Sahmerani ah, me ras vizam, anu raRas gamovasworeb?.. xedav, mdevnian rogorc aspits, rogorc Sahmerans, _ miWirs sriali gzebis gagnebiT... me moval SenTan, Cemi tani Sen ar SegakrTobs, _ Cven bagiriviT davigragnebiT. xedav, mdevnian rogorc aspits, rogorc Sahmerans... 2007

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Sahmerani ­ miTol. qali - gveli

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*** xuWuWTmiani damesizmra wuxel ursula, TeTri xidi da quTaisis qaraSotebi... waval, balaxze aspitiviT gaviSotebi da Sens nabijebs vudarajeb sulgayursuli. ar maqvs survili gauvali tevris aklebis, dRes mirCevnia am balaxis viyo ziari. wvimis Rrubelma ise axlos gadamiara, TiTqos zecamde damrCenodes wyrTaze naklebi. 2006

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*** mzea Cems garSemo, magram ar minaTebs, ah, me ar minaTebs mze yovlismomcveli. neta, Tu davicxrob Subls, xatze minadebs, me _ Senze mlocveli?.. amuri daeZebs samiznes uprians, TrTis irmis naxtomi, Sors Cveni verZia... xom sjobda gavclodi am miwas kuprians da mTvare merwia?.. 2006

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*** am soflis miRma ukve asxia*, brwyinavs mindvrebi da venaxebi, camde awvdili frTebi masxia, magram verafriT dagenaxvebi. mSordebi... cremli yelTan mZivdeba, da sinanuli cidan mecreba, _ am civ zamTarSi, Tu Segcivdeba, frTebs Semogaxvev spekal zewrebad. o, es isrebi, grZelic, mokleca, garbian... aha, drois siave, roca dagcxeba, am frTebs movkecav da viT maraos daginiaveb. 2006

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asxi ­ mTebis masivs hqvia samegreloSi

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terenti o, es wvaleba gagrZeldeba, albaT, sul ase, _ mesmis CurCuli furisulasi. magram uecrad sxva Zaxili mixmobs Soridan, amaod melis Cemi ori da... sxvaa cis feri, es sxeulic TiTqos sxvisia, _ win sevdiani samTavisia. 2006

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zamTris trioleti mze iyo ise gaToSili da gacrecili, rogorc yinvaSi gakiduli Zveli sudara, Sens martoobas veraferma gamoudara, mze iyo ise gaToSili da gacrecili. bneli oTaxi... abaJuris mkrTali wrewiri... sakurTxevelTan aRvlenili locva-mudara... mze iyo ise gaToSili da gacrecili, rogorc yinvaSi gakiduli Zveli sudara. 2005

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zRva

gela Cqvanavas

zRva Senken modis, Seni TvalebiT giyurebs, gnusxavs. SeRebil nawnavebs atylaSunebs, celqobs... zRva Senken modis, eWviani qaliviT Relavs, muxlebi uTrTis, xom ar davbrundeo, _ fiqrobs. gulSi gzaabneul gemebs gixlarTavs, boTlSi momwyvdeul werilebs gikiTxavs, talRebad gfurclavs. zRva Senken modis, mzes rom Caylapavs, spiritul seansebs iwyebs, Suqurebs anTebs, damxrCvalTa sulebs gamoixmobs... WiqaSi mocimcime varskvlavebs giyris, mTvares Cagiwuravs... zRva Senken modis, vnebiani qaliviT, anda kaciviT, duJmoreuli saocar niJarebs gatans, raTa Caaferflo, anda CaanZrio, roca monatreba mogawveba... zRva Senken modis... 2008

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ganTiadi Cemi gaToSili oTaxis kedlebze dakidulma saaTebma _ gamocdilma meTevzeebma _ mTeli Rame ise daJinebiT iTevzaves, rom bolos da bolos didi vercxlisferi Tevzi _ ganTiadi daiWires. badidan amomxtari ganTiadi zantad afarTxalda da naxevar dedamiwaze gaiSxlarTa. me aRmosavleTis gorakze avedi da cas mibjenili xeebis varjebisgan uSvelebeli koconi davanTe vercxlisferi ganTiadis Sesawvavad. 2005

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via dolorosa mowyalea RmerTi, gnaxav bolo drosac!.. ixlarTeba ferxTiT via dolorosa. es gzawvrilic diliT gadakveTa qosam; damikarga Zili via dolorosam. cas _ ferebi mqise, guls naRveli mosavs; davadeqi isev via dolorosas, via dolorosas, via dolorosas... 2007

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jadosnuri wamosasxami

(almasis soneti)

rogorc lamazmans zomieri ferumarili, uxdeba cisTvals cisartyelas mkrTali konturi, Tumca cisTvali ra xania gvimzers momdurlis sveli mzeriT da... icriceba bolo arilic. ah, meramdened CurCuleben ukve Cemi da Seni Crdilebi Toliaze, zRvaze, palmaze... unaTebT mTvare _ moparuli erT dros almasi bagratovanTa mooWvili diademidan. da didxans, didxans CurCuleben ase Crdilebi, vidre tevrebi erTianad daiTrTvileba, vidre aisis quTuToTa nazi xamxami cials almasis daacxrobs da daiyoliebs... aw ki ucnobi napirisken miaqvT Toliebs es Rame _ Cveni jadosnuri wamosasxami. 2005

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nostalgiuri

(sadafis soneti)

ras veli netav, anda risi meimedeba?!. (iyo vardebi, vardze meti iyo ekali!..) WraWunobs fexqveS wuxandeli Tovli spekali da Sors, RrublebTan, gawolilan TeTri qedebi. riTi mgavs Tovli? _ arc saxli aqvs, aRarc sardafi, mohyveba isic Tmagawewil qarTan wowials... Cemi tkivili dakarguli zRvebis Zowia, Tovlis tkivili _ gabzaruli mTvaris sadafi. vici, talRebis monatrebas gadavakvdebi; mefobs zamTari gaToSili saxis nakvTebiT, ar Cans mwvervalTa, cadawvdilTa, dasalieri... iqneb sikvdili amdagvari swored bedia, o, RmerTo Cemo, ra nacnobi samkuTxedia _ amadeusi, sawamlavi da salieri. 2005

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mTvaris sizmari

(qarvis soneti)

vaglax, erTmaneTs gaurbian Cveni quCebi, (nuTu gangebam yovelive ase warmarTa?) Sens suraTxatTan vilocebi, rogorc warmarTi, cisken viltvi da mainc miwas vebRauWebi. dRes sulisknelSi saocari simsubuqea, TiTqos kalmaxma gamoixsna Tavi badidan, TiTqos am wuTas xelmeored davibade da gavcdi udabnos, dReniadag bnels da buqians. udabno igi, cxeli qviSis qarvasliani, ixutebs mTvares... CamoRvenTil qarvas lianis da magnoliis minareviT mieZineba... vin icis, iqneb me da Sen varT mTvaris sizmari, mTvaris, romelsac yovelRam da yovel cismare Zils ukargaven ZaRlebi da mueZinebi. 2006

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mejlisze

(giSris soneti)

sZinavT sasaxlis palatebSi SiSvel madonebs, dums roiali _ mWvirvali da nafetiSari. aq yovelive Tqvens mSvenebas uiadonebs, rogor gixdebaT yeli _ broli, xali _ giSeri. xval sasaxleSi uCveulo karnavalia _ valsiT, vualiT, xaverdebiT... iqneb, arc iciT, irgvliv ramdeni moSurne da avi Tvalia, Semogyureben moSiSvlebul mxrebze laciciT. mZlavrobs vnebaTa, awyvetilTa, oromtriali da lalisferi bokalebis ismis wkriali; frTxilad, maT Soris Sxamiani vercxlis Tasia... magram ar vici, gamogiwvdiT im Tass romeli, Tuki uTqvenod Tundac wamiT yofna momelis, icodeT, isic fuWia da Calis fasia. 2005

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dagvianebuli

(margalitis soneti)

ram damasizmra Soreuli geTsimania, moxetiale sazandari, brZeni lao-Zi?!. damasaflaveT niJarebis sasaflaoze, sadac palmebis daRvremili xeivania. rogor miyvardi, sanatrelo, rogor... o, neta JRalma aisma uferuli zeca gaRadros; xedav, grZnobebSic gamogitydi, magram raRa dros? veRar mogwvdeba Cemi xma da Cemi soneti. vici, odesme momigoneb, ufro adre ki miwis simZime Semomimtvrevs ficrebs gadrekils, CameSlebian saRileSi xmeli xavsebi... mova maisi vardisferi margalitebiT, Semagroveben qalwulebi Txeli TiTebiT da faifuris larnakebSi momaTavseben. 2005

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gazafxulis bunioba

(zurmuxtis soneti) i. g.-s

TiTqos ucxo var samSobloSi da ucxoeTis zeca mxuravs da qari mxuTavs Saraxvetia; mwvane zurmuxti am tyeebis amuletia, amoucnobi kaeSani _ naRdi poetis. isev Sorsaa deduleTi... da viT darabas Riad darCenils awydebian mwuxris mwerebi, _ waval da... viRac Cems saflavsac moefereba, waval da... viRac gadurCeba davidarabas!.. vaglax, napirTan xavsiani gzebi oxraven, dums owinari, moxuciviT welSi moxrili... vkiTxulob: xanac galaktions, xanac ,,ulises"... momdevs Rrubeli, daWerili wvimis qamandiT; dRemde vinaxav saidumlos, Sen rom gamande, da veli ase buniobas gazafxulisas. 2005

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*** dagaqvs sxeuli _ damsxvreuli navi meTevzis, aRarc saWea, aRarc afrebi... wyevlis mindorze TezevsiviT daizafrebi. vin icis, iqneb Seni Sveba swored eg ari, dagaqvs survili _ zRvis qafiviT daudegari. 2003

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Tovlis kaci mesizmra: mewyers daetana Zveli jebiri, mkvdari qalaqi irweoda Ria qanebTan da gaReRili helespontis TeTri zefiri daRlil farvanebs afrebiviT miaqanebda. magram sizmari amdagvari jer ar mqonia: mTaSi wavedi, WiuxebSi samgled viare... mesmoda zamTris simfonia _ samgloviaro. ha, Senc gamoCndi, almacerad gcemda qarcivi, Sehkivle, roca SegefeTe Tovlis kaciviT. ...gamomaRviZa Sekivlebam, Wers rom Sehkide, Turme sizmarSi Tovlis kaci gamogekida. 2005

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oZela mze Semodgomis uCveulod gafermkrTaldeba, ver daudgeba gayviTlebul xeebs Tavdebad. foTlis Sriali cxra mTas iqiT wava droebiT, _ weroebisken gadaifrens kenweroebiT. male mwvervalTa simaRlisgan Tavbru daesxmis da sadme barSi Sexvdebian wero da es xma. gadmoeSveba Rrublebidan wvimis olari da erTianad damasvelebs Seni "bolero". mze Semodgomis yovelive cocxals mocelavs, oZela... 2004

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niJarebi

fiqrias

kojris tyis sizmrebi rom davisizmreT, gaxsovs? iseTi Tovli iyo, filtvebs peplis frTebiviT vSlidiT, mere am frTebis boloebidan, uamravi kilometrebis miRmidan gamoCnda spilenZisferi zRva da Cvenc sxvadasxva zomis qvebisgan sakuTari sxeulebi avawyveT, sakuTari xmebi niJarebze CaviwereT da baliSis qveS amovideT, raTa ZilSic erTmaneTisTvis gvesmina. im qalaqSi ar qrodnen gabrazebuli qarebi, horizonts miyrdnobili gemebi veSapebs baZavdnen da karkasebze Ruzebis rakuniT saubrobdnen. im qalaqSi ar iyvnen Ramurebi, amitom romantikuli wyvilebi Tamamad adiodnen saxuravebze da Sehyurebdnen Ramis cas, romelic yovelTvis iZleoda uecari waborZikebis, sunTqvis Sekvris, mcivas da ra lamazias Tqmis sababs, da crida............. am cas sigiJemde uyvarda wvima, jambaziviT mimodioda wvimis Tokebze da cisartyelas rgolebs atrialebda.

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gaxsovs, roca aRmovaCine, rom saxli ar mqonda, oboli bavSviviT davibeni, miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebis xmauri gavizepire da uceb gamaxsenda, rom erT dros Sen iyavi ufro me, vidre me, da Seni saxli ufro Cemi, vidre Cemi, da Seni sunTqva ufro Cemi, vidre Cemi da xelisgulze Camqrali sigaretic gamaxsenda da dagiZaxe. es iyo maSin, roca safosto mtredebiviT dafrinavdnen da uxmod swvdebodnen erTmaneTs Cveni xmebi. ..."naikis" daxeuli botasi Tu gaqvs da Savi jinsis Sarvali da yvela Camqrali farani simdis mocekvave ggonia, wer. wer JRalwvera moxucze, romelic aseve werda, yoveldRe serveTas yavaxanaSi dadioda da im qals ixsenebda, romlis Tvalebic enguridan axladamoyvanili kalmaxis koplebs waagavdnen. wer zRvaze, romelsac napiri mwvane dekoltesaviT ecva da talRebi jiSiani qalis mkerdiviT uduRda. wer omze,

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sadac... risTvisac... rodesac... ris gamoc... dangreuli cixis jebirebTan wyalmcenareebis sunSi aRreuli gaxrwnili delfinebis suni idga da TvaldaTxrili qalebi avtomatis tyviebs eZebdnen ferdSi, muxlebSi, TirkmelSi, gulSi... yovelTvis, roca mze pirs ibans, cisartyelas zonrebze gamobmuli qalaqi-arlekini uwonad mdgomareobaSi gadadis. iq arc Jangbadia, arc naxSirorJangi, iq sarevela balaxebi vagzlis qvafenilze amodian da samgzavro matareblebs elian. ambob, ar gvindao omze... Txilis wknelebisgan dawnul Sezlongebs mTavazob, TuTis zewrebze mawven... me xom abreSumis Wia var da mudam gafrenaze vfiqrob, me xom abreSumis Wia var da sakuTar Tavisuflebas vatyveveb, me xom abreSumis Wia var da mainteresebs

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marTla maclian Wupridan gamofrenas, Tu cxeli haeriT momgudaven, raTa Cemi danerwyvili kedlebi Sriala perangebad aqcion. uferuli Rrublebi, usaxelo gmirebi da upiloto TviTmfrinavebi dafrinaven Cemi samSoblos caze. Cems samSobloSi, rogorc eqsperimentul eleqtroRumelSi, mileTis mzareulebi Camodian da ucnaur namcxvars acxoben: erTi meoredi me, erTi meoredi Sen, erTi meoredi is... (naxevari kacio, rom ityvian!..) erTi meoredi mTvare (caze rom moCans is ki ara, rom ar moCans), naxevari Wiqa gesli, geslze cota meti imedi, bebiaCemi _ gasuli saukunis mravalwertili... misi Cawuruli Tvalebi (Tuki es jer kidev SesaZlebelia)... kargad movurioT, vacxoT nel cecxlze ramdenime Tve, an ramdenime weli... zemodan movayaroT wvrilad dafSvnili miwa gagridan, gudauTidan,

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soxumidan, gulriFfSidan, oCamCiridan, tyvarCelidan, galidan... ai is, cxvirsaxocebiT rom CamoaqvT devnilTa kuboebze mosayrelad. vdumvarT. dumili vaswavleT yvelafers: gabzarul Wiqebs, wvimian fanjrebs, eWvian saaTebs... mxolod niJarebi gvaxseneben, Rames rom sanTlebi aklia, sunTqvas rom sixSire aklia, palmebs rom wyali aklia, da Cven _ erTmaneTi. waval, sqelferdian gemebs vinaxuleb, mtirala niJarebs Cavutan, raTa yoveli aCqarebisas wyalwyvis xazze daidon sakuTari guliscemis mosasmenad. 2008

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sarCevi:

alubali .................................................................................................. 3 momeCvena ............................................................................................... 4 qurdi ....................................................................................................... 5 (***) mkvdari zRvis wyaliviT ....................................................... 6 Semodgoma .............................................................................................. 7 oqros qviSebTan .................................................................................. 8 Semiloce ..................................................................................................9 ganTiadi ...................................................................................................10 baTumi... talini... ..................................................................................11 uSenoba ...................................................................................................12 modi, gavbedoT ..................................................................................... 13 xurda fuliviT ................................................................................... 14 xrColavs .............................................................................................. 15 sangarSi ................................................................................................... 16 (***) ganved, Jamiero, tramalebi ............................................... 17 seqtemberia ........................................................................................... 18 merwmune, bebo!.. ................................................................................. 19 xeebi ........................................................................................................ 20 (***) xom var yaribi ............................................................................ 21 (***) ar gZinavs, vatyob .................................................................. 22 mopirdapire saxlis saxuravidan ............................................... 23 wyarosTan axlos .................................................................................. 25 iluzia ....................................................................................................... 26 iaponuri Canaxati ................................................................................ 27 Ria kafeSi ............................................................................................... 28 kadri .......................................................................................................... 29 "saaSiko-salaRobo" leqsi mendeleevis tabulis elementebiT ......................................... 30 Txovna tyisadmi ................................................................................... 31 kardiograma ........................................................................................... 32 CoxSi ........................................................................................................... 33 kedlebi ..................................................................................................... 34 Tormetive saaTis mimarTulebiT .............................................. 35 (***) caxcaxebs mTvaris aTinaTi ................................................. 37 mTawmindaze ........................................................................................... 38 amindis prognozi ................................................................................ 39 121

reisi "------: Tbilisi".......................................................................... 40 rogorc kinoSi ...................................................................................... 41 mesiji tyidan ........................................................................................ 42 paseansi ..................................................................................................... 43 avtotomia ........................................................................................... 44 (***) roca gazafxuldeba ................................................................ 45 mitovebuli sulebis sezoni ......................................................... 46 (***) am gzas ra galevs ..................................................................... 47 gadasasvleli meore xazze ............................................................ 48 aCrdilebi ................................................................................................ 49 (***) arc ise cxela ............................................................................. 50 marti .......................................................................................................... 51 gazafxulis trubadurebi .............................................................. 52 TavSesafari ............................................................................................ 53 gadaxrili leqsi .................................................................................. 54 funiqss ..................................................................................................... 55 (***) Cemi bavSvoba .............................................................................. 56 gvirilebi ................................................................................................. 57 mosacdelSi ............................................................................................. 58 fobia .......................................................................................................... 59 zvirTsaqcevi ......................................................................................... 60 (***) adesis mzeCawnul mtevnebs vigoneb .............................. 61 anet ............................................................................................................. 62 megobrebs ................................................................................................ 63 Cemi Tvalebi .......................................................................................... 64 Wa .................................................................................................................. 65 sadafis mTvare ..................................................................................... 66 daculi teritoriebi ....................................................................... 67 mTvare ........................................................................................................ 68 tabu ........................................................................................................... 69 Cilimi ......................................................................................................... 70 tyeSi ........................................................................................................... 71 beWdebi ...................................................................................................... 72 Cemi anderZi ........................................................................................... 73 mailze mogwere ..................................................................................... 75 ariSa ............................................................................................................ 77 (***) Sen zixar nerviuli ................................................................. 78 gamovigone ............................................................................................... 79 122

zafxulis pasaJi ................................................................................... 80 akvariumi .................................................................................................. 81 dabruneba ................................................................................................ 82 gaugzavneli werili fiqris ........................................................... 83 SemTxveviToba ...................................................................................... 84 (***) qalaqs kurdReliviT sZinavs ............................................ 85 ganyofileba nomeri 6 ..................................................................... 87 bebo ............................................................................................................. 88 usaTauro ................................................................................................. 89 (***) ver ginaxule ............................................................................... 90 (***) CagafurTxeben ........................................................................... 91 upasuxo zari ......................................................................................... 92 qali da qari ........................................................................................... 93 f-iWvebi ..................................................................................................... 95 cira ............................................................................................................. 96 (***) Senc gamimete ............................................................................. 97 Sahmerani .................................................................................................. 98 (***) xuWuWTmiani damesizmra ....................................................... 99 (***) mzea Cems garSemo .................................................................... 100 (***) am soflis miRma ........................................................................ 101 terenti .................................................................................................. 102 zamTris trioleti ........................................................................... 103 zRva .......................................................................................................... 104 ganTiadi ................................................................................................. 105 via dolorosa ...................................................................................... 106 jadosnuri wamosasxami .................................................................. 107 nostalgiuri ....................................................................................... 108 mTvaris sizmari ................................................................................. 109 mejlisze ............................................................................................... 110 dagvianebuli ....................................................................................... 111 gazafxulis bunioba ......................................................................... 112 (***) dagaqvs sxeuli ......................................................................... 113 Tovlis kaci .......................................................................................... 114 oZela ....................................................................................................... 115 niJarebi .................................................................................................. 116

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